Sometimes, I wonder, is any of these important. The constant struggle to be rich. The constant desire to want something new. Today, it seems as if a new apparel means the world the next minute you begin to question its importance. Is everything worth it? The need to look presentable! We are all reminded that we are a failure by the next person. The constant competition disguised under stupid friendship. At the end of the day, we will all die and everything we have struggled so hard to own becomes useless.
Sometimes, I wonder, is the search for true love even necessary. The desire to be genuinely loved by another. I think everyone is searching for ACCEPTANCE. That constant desire to fill up an insatiable hole. I am in a fix here when I figure this love thing out properly, I’d finish up this section. However, I strongly believe that self-love is the most important of all – you can’t give what you don’t have. Seems SEX is stronger than LOVE! Try taking away sex from your perfect relationship and watch your supposedly true love circle crumble faster than a burnt bread. Or send that your perfect partner a message saying, ‘No more sex in this relationship’ and watch them go crazy on you. Asking you silly questions, ‘Why? Are you a Virgin?’. At the end of the day, we will all die and the ‘true love’ we’ve struggled so hard to build becomes useless.
Sometimes, I wonder, is strength even a thing. The pretence! Living under a lie! Pretending to be perfect! Hiding all your grief just because you have been tagged ‘STRONG’. That fear to drop a tear. Sometimes, we become so strong that we forget to feel anything. Sometimes, we become so strong that when we lose everything all we do is smile. Sometimes, we become so strong that even in our private space we live in constant denial. Is strength even a thing or just an excuse to ignore our vulnerability? At the end of the day, we will all die and become weaklings 6ft under.
Sometimes, I wonder, maybe family is EVERYTHING but then, blood is no longer thicker than water. Many of us hate our family members or rather find them undeserving of your forgiveness. Shame on you! Who gave you the rights to hold grudges, but then again some situations are just unforgiving. Maybe family isn’t everything after all! At the end of the day, they die and leave you with no explanation but who are we to question the Almighty.
Life is indeed useless and the whole fuss ain’t worth it. YOU WILL DIE AT THE END!